--*d A n c e. dance.`
30 November 2005, Wednesday
1153 h
hello! err okay i think im nuts =) oh yes, i am. LALA! yesterday's dance was...STRENUOUS, as usual! bailaoshi rocks at torturing us man. im always coming home with jelly legs or whatsoever x) but it shows that his exercises DO WORK.
and now i've got muscle aches, ALL OVER AGAIN. grrrr! but its not as pain as the other time x) SHOWS MARKED IMPROVEMENT! (or slacking during class time). =D
lala okay say thankyou. i just entertained you for one minute or so =) HAHA
toodles!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:00 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
25 November 2005, Friday
2310 h
i have decided to delete this blog due to parental reasons =)
byebye blog. this for all i know may be the last post.
bye everyone =) take care. (okay why do i sound like someone's dying=/)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:11 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
23 November 2005, Wednesday
1639 h
IM DYING HERE. WONGLIANGHUI IS DRIVING ME NUTS! OMGOMGOMGOMG. SHE'S LIKE EVEN WORSE THAN ME. I THOUGHT I WAS BAD ENOUGH A COMPUTER RETARD. SHE'S EVEN WORSE. IT TAKES LIKE A MILLION YEARS TO EXPLAIN TO HER HOW TO EXTRACT A FILE. OMG SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME.
OMFREAKINGGAWD. NOW SHE'S CALLING ME. OKAY I HAVE BEEN OFFICIALLY DRIVEN NUTS BY WONGLIANGHUI. THANKYOU.
oh great. she's gonna be the death of me. IM SO GONNA KILL HER TML. i dun care. you're gonna have to wait for me to wake up at one. I DUN CARE. IM NOT GONNA WAKE UP SO EARLY! and im gonna lock my room door so u wont be able to disturb me. you asshole!
okay anyway, enough shit of wonglianghui. i think im gonna put a pass on my blog =) for my own privacy. if u have me as a contact online, you may ask me for the pass =) HEH!
you know, im gonna pity lh's future husband. he's gotta be really patient and stuff. LOL! good luck lh =)
OH OH AND I BOUGHT MY CRUMPLER TODAY =D say yaye! YAYEEE! hahhaha okay lame =/ but on the other hand.... i tightened my braces today and it HURTS OKAY. =( PAIN. ahh heck im kinda used to it anyway. LALA!
and i've got thigh ache and butt ache today. ALL THANKS TO BAILAOSHI -grins widely- =.= oh right...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS SO BORINGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/
thankgoodness im not gonna be alone tml! IN A WAY... =((((
Twisting & turning. ;
x 5:02 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
22 November 2005, Tuesday
2132 h
okay im here to post about HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE =) okay i meant the movie. yepps!
the movie was kinda abstract, and the plot wasn't very smooth. a person who din read the book would prolly not understand what was going on very clearly (like my cousin).
on the other hand, the way they filmed the tournaments was kinda interesting. i preferred the second tournament most (probably because i like water =/), but the dragon tournament was kinda exciting. especially when harry dropped off his broom. exhilarating, indeed. however, i thought harry was kinda stupid to not use his wand to its full use, and it was kinda bugging me throughout the movie. lets say that it was quite irritating =/ i found the last tournament the most eerie one and scariest one. especially when fleur started getting wrapped in those thingies. okay i don't know what they're called but she looked like she was half-dead. freaky. and there was victor krum, his eyes were scary! but harry was really lucky and stuff.
then they touched the trophy, which was actually a portkey (or however you spell it) and they got brought to this graveyard before voldemort appeared as a very un-human baby-like thing. oh oh, i liked the part where harry and voldemort exchanged blows with each other. as in the wand part. i thought it was kinda cool! =)
i found the bathroom part totally hilarious. moaning myrtle was apparently flirting with harry! hahah. =/ oh, not to mention the front part where the girls from beauxatons (or whatever that school's called) went "ahhh..."
LALA okay i still feel that chris columbus is the best director out of the three directors used. his movies seem alot more smooth, and he stuck as close as possible to the original plot. its quite a sad thing that he had to go away =( nevertheless, some things are just inevitable! =)
okie, i think thats about it. =)
TOODLES!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 10:14 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
21 November 2005, Monday
1610 h
HELLO EVERYONE =D I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY!!!
LIANGHUI CANT WAIT FOR THE SHOWDOWN =D because we're currently very bored
i dunno when its gonna start =((( i cant wait for it to start either. =/ HAHAHAH
okay byebye we're going to the park =)ITS TOO BORING.
oh yah. i still havent written my comments about HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE =(
Twisting & turning. ;
x 4:15 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
18 November 2005, Friday
1516 h
OMFREAKINGGOSH! ima watching hp tml =)) WHEEEEEEEEEE like FINALLY! ahhh but there's guitar on sunday =/ im kinda dreading it.
lala okay i shall post one post before i go and nap x) im feeling tired today. heh!
today's the last paper for the sec four o level track students. WHAHAHA they must be feeling damn happy =)))
anyway! i was SUPPOSED to go for dance today but my mom told me that i cant go like last minute lah! WTH! =.= and i had to miss another dance session. GREAT. spoiled my plans lah. i was supposed to go with bianca to take the travel form cos apparently this gal here din hand it in. and then i was supposed to go with lh to buy school books. and then, TADA. my mom din allow me to go -.- right! okay nevermind, at least i get to slee thru the morning!
okay, im going down to nap at 1530 x)))) another...8 minutes! HEH. to type and chat and listen to music and hang out upstairs around the com. okay why do i sound so serious =/ ahhh nevermind!
ohoh! im watching hp tml in the morning =) even though i have to wake up in the morning, but its still a good thing! at least i dun have to start waiting AGAIN, right? and i dunno if my mom will let me go for ballet tml. SIGHHH =( i wanna go leh. i havent been going for the past two weeks. ="(
(if only i cld have the same amount of passion i have for dance for guitar/piano. im sucha failure at musical instruments! i think its partly because i procrastinate ALOT. ohwell!)
oh and snaily lianghui just made an oh-so-wonderful discovery today! -gasps- hahaha. okay that was so sarcastic x) she realised that we both type "oh well" without the space in between! lets congratulate her, no? AHAHAHAHA. (like HELLO! i realised that eons ago =.=)
okay enough of all that shit. its 1529!!! ONE MORE MINUTE! RAWR!
okay toodles! =)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 3:30 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
17 November 2005, Thursday
0000 h
VUA LAH!! its 12 midnight sharp! whahahaha! so coincidental! =)
friendster is stupid =.= it doesnt recognise this: <3 for profiles. so stupid lah. just because now they accept html, they cant read whats NOT html and whats the real html. but the qns is, why am i still using it if im complaining so much? AHHH forget it. i dunno either =/
anyway, my maid just smuggled me some biscuits which im not supposed to eat, apparently because i've got a sore throat. WHAHAHAAH! oh and i just realised something. NIGHTMARE! there's a pill with the biscuits! OMG! nevermind! since i got the biscuits =) HEH. sacrificing a bit aint a big deal. its just medicine anyway.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay i cant stand it already. I REALLY REALLY CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY! I REALLY REALLY REALLY CANNOT STAND IT ALREADY LAH! i want saturday to come FAST FAST FAST!!!! i wanna fast forward time ="( I REALLY CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE! okay i know patience is a virtue. but aiya whatever to that virtue FOR NOW cos i cant be patient anymore! i've waited for like ONE WHOLE YEAR! ONE FREAKING YEAR! and i still have to wait for another TWO days! TWO DAYS! AND THATS LIKE 48 FREAKING HOURS! OMG SO LONG. okayokay i shall shut my crap =)
ohwell. i've been kinda high these few days =) i think its the medicine taking effect or something. kinda weird, really. im sick yet im so high. hahahaha. oh and when im high, i either dun make sense or start getting sick =)) and i dun get all pissed off so easily! SO ITS A GOOD THING OKAY! lalalala =)
oh oh my phrase of the day! "VUA LAH!" lalala i dunno, it just popped up in my mind and i thought it was cute and i've been using it ever since! HEY DUN COPY! =D hahaahahaha jk =)) but i really cant stand those people with no innovation like XINGYUN. there, your BIG name. say ur honoured. HURRR.
okay whatever to that stupid xingyun. = P
dung. my mom's asking me to sleep again. see i hate it when i get sick. i always have to sleep dammit early =.= ahh okay nevermind. good for health! HEH.
okay. thats all for today folks! =D
VUA LAH!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:16 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
15 November 2005, Tuesday
1305 h
and i shall reply tags here! =D
ah hui:HELLO! i want to go to www too =D
bianca: YESSS! I WANT MORE OUTINGS! MOREMOREMORE! =)
jasMEAN: I LOOKED OUTTA THE WINDOW=) but i dun see pigs and cows flying! HEH HEH! which does mean that im NICE okay =) hahaha and yes, KILL BOREDOM! =D
cher: CHER! IM NOT EVIL! to the worst extent only MEAN =)) so therefore im not EVIL! HEH! huh, why brave girl naughty girl? o.O
eunice: HELLO! x))) happy hols to you too! =D
giggsy: i still cant stand this name. its so GAY. nahh, maple is BORING! and yes, im sick =/
laniel: still, who is laniel? o.O and what spam tags?
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okay, THERE! im done with tags =)
im missing dance today! ="(((((((((((( AHHHHHHHHHHH SO SADDENING LAH! somemore its bailaoshi leh! =(( haiyer.
okay nevermind. hopefully i have the drive the practise guitar today x) hahahaha.
okay, gotta go eat lunch.
CIAOOOOOOO!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:25 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
14 November 2005, Monday
2252 h
and so i've fallen ill ="( i guess its the stupid end-of-year flu i've been getting since p5, where my fever subsides yet comes back again in a few hours time. its so stupid. it could be the work of fatigue, because of the late nights, but i refuse to believe so (heh). so lets just say that its the same cycle happening again! =D
my throat is killing me =/ i think it got inflamed or something, thus causing the fever. but whatever! i was feeling really tired yesterday night at 11 plus so i decided to be a good little girl and retreat back to my room to rest. and tada! i woke up at 12 midnight, feeling REALLY cold on the outside, yet REALLY hot internally. so i decided to take my temperature.
39.2 DEGREES =D
i went to my momma's room and told her i got a fever and the story goes on...
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HEYY i want jay chou's newest album! =))) im going to buy it this weekend, i think. oh and i want JJ's VCD, JJ's second album and The All-Americans Rejects CD! oh and MAYDAY'S latest album!
i think its just boredom getting into my head. i've been wanting more and more CDs nowadays cos apparently i've gotten really bored of hearing the same music playing in the background everyday. thus the urge for MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MOREEEEEEE CDs!
okay i think my brain's not functioning as per normal due to the trauma last night and today. (okay lah. not so serious) but aiya its not functioning properly =(
somehow good in a way so that i can communicate BETTER with wonglianghui. so YEPPS! =D since things process her mind so SLOWLY.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:26 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
12 November 2005, Saturday
1342 h
i have decided to be angelic =)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:41 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
12 November, Saturday
0020 h
okay. friendster and blogger's infuriating me. grrr. im posting the bad points of friendster. and perhaps blogger. whatever, friendster first.
FRIENDSTER
1. it loads so super slowly, it takes like what, one minute to load one page?
2. after uploading photos, the photos might just disappear from the screen, or they say that the page is not found.
3. friendster keeps on claiming that their "upgrading or improving" oh sure, they are. but their not improving on whats more important: satisfying their users.
4. not to mention the captions. for all you know, you type something pretty long and then when u click on "save captions", the captions just disappear after waiting for such a long time and you have to retype the caption again.
5. when you DO have new testimonials, and when you click on the "new testimonials" button, friendster claims that you do not have any new testimonials.
6. the same thing as 5. happens when you have new messages too.
7. when you try to add a music file, and you forgot how to cos ur HTML skills have become rusty after the term ended, and u click on "tips/help/whatever" and they give u some shit tips which dun help at all.
okay, i think my brain's dead now. =/ perhaps i'll blog more about this next time.
now, its blogger's turn =)
BLOGGER
1. after writing a LONGLONGLONG post, you click "publish post" and then blogger claims to be publishing it until a certain percentage and TADA they suddenly say that there's an error and your whole post's GONE. poof. they ate it up.
2. when u made an error in ur post, and u wanna edit it, and when u finally finished editing it, and u click "publish post", blogger says, "blog not found" when obviously there's such a blog.
3. blogger takes almost forever to load the "new post" page.
4. and when you decide to not use html to type cos ur feeling lazy, the buttons screw up and when you click bold, it doesnt turn bold. when u click italic, it doesnt turn italic. when u click on the size of ur font, and start typing, it changes back to normal font size.
5. the dashboard doesnt include "template". i think its more important than the "settings". cos usually people change the template or make amendments to their template more often than use the "settings".
6. when you're half-way typing ur password, blogger goes back to the "user" box and u type half of ur pass there. before u know it, u press "enter" and now you have to retype everything and waste ur time.
7. sometimes, blogger helps u to screw up ur post and doesnt let u fix the problem.
8. blogger seldom does this but it still happens. they eat up more than one of ur posts for no apparent reason. you din dlt it or anything. it just disappears and it's one of the longer posts u ever typed.
okay, i think its about there. i sorta can think of somemore for blogger but nah i dun feel like typing anymore.
GRAHHH my mom doesnt allow me to go www tml. WTH lah.
ITS JUST ANOTHER BORING DAY.
WHEN I JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING BOREDOM
MORE AND MORE AS EACH MINUTE PASSES.
I BISH,
KICK,
SLASH,
CLAW,
SCRATCH,
PUNCH,
STAB
AT IT BUT IT JUST WONT BUDGE.
AND I GIVE UP.
FORGET IT.
ITS USELESS.
BOREDOM IS JUST TOO INSISTENT AND STUBBORN
NOT TO MENTION MEAN.
see, there i told u. side effects of boredom.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:30 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
10 November 2005, Thursday
0000 h
okay, its 12 midnight already. so YESTERDAY'S chalet was fun =) we went rollerblading, which was a disaster at first, cos erm i think i sorta had a psychological barrier or something. lol. but after a while, i was better already! haha but eugena din manage to get used to it. SIGH it'd be damn fun if she had gotten the hang of it! okay nvm.
its so sad lah. cannot go swimming. quite pissed. oh, talking about swimming, erm we were sorta "playing" with water today. haha cos we went to the "beach". i dun even think it was a beach lor. like come on. the sand area was like what, only one metre? it was pathetic lah. but there was this part with really soft sand and it was NICE to walk on! oh oh. then we saw an uncle and aunty fishing for dunno-what-creatures in the roots of a plant in the water. lol i dunno what that plant it >< damn ="(" squid ="(("><><>< me ="(" too ="(((" show =".=""><>< boring =".="">< POOR THINGS LAH. no breakfast. LOL!
anyway, about that guy. its like. he's dressing was really decent, he din sound like a gangster, like the rest, he din sit nor stand like one either, and its truly obvious that he's in bad company. like HELLO, they are such useless friends okay. why cant he just make nicer friends and get lost from the rest of them? they are like practically BULLYING him okay. yucks. bullies. i so despise them. haha i was droning on about the fact that we din know them, so why shld we give them our number? like PUHLEASE lah. dun come and ruin our day. assholic freaks. oh and there were alcohol bottles in their room. disgusting. and its like not wine leh, its really like erm AIYA nvm!
but whatever the stupid gangsters. my day was close to PERFECT =) apart from perhaps a few NOT-SO-NICE things but whatever them, its kinda easy to ignore actually. SO YEPPS!
oh and actually my mom din let me go back TODAY but erm i sorta threw a SLIGHT tantrum and she let me go =) haha okay damn im so spoilt but i knew that she'd let one lah. lol. but its like she din let me sleepover leh. but that, im quite used to it already. like since young, my dad has NEVER allowed me to stayover at my friends' hse, no matter how close i am to them. and its only like my grandma's hse or some relative's hse that i've ever stayed overnight at lah. so yepps! im used to it already. HAHA. lalala mom is nagging for me to get off the com AGAIN.
oh oh not to mention the train ride. okay it was really scary. there were like freaky people in the same cabin as us okay. there was this guy who kept singing to himself, since we stepped into that train to pasir ris cos eugena's mom dropped us off at...bugis, i think. okay, talking about the people apart from that guy. there was something wrong with his eyes. like they were going in different directions. okay then right, not long after, this woman came over and hit his leg with her shoe. then he went, "what, original one okay." then the woman said, "no, only far east sells the ORIGINAL goods." i think they were like trying to promote shoes or something. FREAKY LAH. then later on, another malay woman came over and started talking to the malay guys. oh oh and there was this old woman who looked kinda scary. she was like laughing while the malay woman was talking to the malay guy. quite scary leh! then i was kinda worried for the malay guy. =/ but nah, he was fine. haha they were just trying to promote shoes or so i think =X
im feeling lonely tonight. NO ONE ONLINE TO TALK TO, as in the usual people i talk to. THEY'RE ALL AT THE CHALET! NOT FAIR. =( oh okay i really gtg now.
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:38 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
8 November 2005, Tuesday
1229 h
okay fine, i was too lazy to blog ytd. we had the last of choral night (for this year) YESTERDAY! and it was kinda fun =) haha. i so loved putting make-up for our fellow classmates! WOOOOO!
hmm the witches' make up was...freaky. okay, witches are supposed to look freaky right? yeah, so it doesnt matter anyway! green eyeshadow plus THICK THICK eyeliner. it looked so goth man. hahaha then when we stepped out of the audi, people who wanted to get in were like "OMG." so, it was a SUCCESS! our make up, i meant.
and i cldnt find my stick! and we were soooo gawd dammit frantic when i finally found it under my bag =/ the place was messy like crap! the bags were all over the table, clothes strewn all over the place, shoes all over the floor, cotton wool just thrown on the floor as if the changing room were a rubbish dump when there's a dustbin-.- and it was just HORRENDOUS.
then...we had to rush for our chinese performance. lotsa people din remove their witches make up properly lah. there were like traces of foundation on their face still and i had to help them remove =.= oh. and the eyeliner, top and bottom (sorry if it hurt ><) and eyebrows. haahaha then me and eugena were practically rushing and asking them to sit down immediately after they finished removing their make up and putting eyeshadow for them. and not long after, zongbin came to call us and AHHHHHHHHHH we had to go down already! me and eugena havent even put for ourselves lah. then we rush rush rush then she tell us that we still had 20 minutes =.= what crap.
then, we had to remove the black nail polish...and cos we din have enough time to remove totally, we looked like cancer patients. LOL. and the nail polish remover spilled on the table lah! and my hand phone cover got "corroded". GREAT. aiya whatever not like i never dropped it before.
OMFREAKINGGAWD. i just read the part where dumbledore died. omg freak snape. UGH why must j.k. rowling kill him ="(( SO SAD LAH! i wanna cry already lah ="(((((((( UGH.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 4:28 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
6 November 2005, Sunday
0200 h
rawrrrr IM BORED. =(
210's performance yesterday was damn funny lah! hahaha kwayteow and meesiam. HAHAH SO CUTE! esp clarisse =D hahah with those jumpers ><
lala WONGLIANGHUI why dont you come online anymore? okay more like erm i come online when you arent. aiya NVM!
xiao xiang's going to india =) someone's gonna be missing her LOTS! =D including me =) heh!
oh and the cauldron... erm it looks like a bag of shit lying in the middle of nowhere in my house. its better than the other few failures... at least it looks like a cauldron. erm like 40% AT LEAST? =( sighh we're such failures lah. okay whatever =/
lala okay i think i gotta go soon. and practice my guitat ><
TATA!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 2:09 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
01 November 2005, Monday
0117 h
dung. its so late already. but nevermind. i thought i might as well post something here before i go to bed =) haha anyway im listening to michelle branch and i wanted to finish listening to her songs before i leave my dearest computer for my lovely room! =D
okay that was so crap. anyway! hm. the cauldron is in a BETTER shape as it was the past previous times =/ we are such a failure, im telling you. and erm, we're really dammit stupid. hurrr. fortunately we had 210's help =) THANKS! =)
i've been thinking, we're gonna be seniors next year, and angels of our sister class. HMM. i wonder if im gonna be a good angel, and whether i'll get a good mortal. >< haha. ohwell. lets pray that i'll be a good angel and erm i'll get a good mortal(by sheer luck) =D
hmm random stuffs lah. im just trying to waste my time here for another 4 minutes. LOL.
oh yeahh. jas, cher and jiang were SO CRAZY TODAY. fancy them trying to walk to my hse. GAWD. under the sweltering sun? ME, NANA AND CHER WERE ALREADY DYING THAT DAY OKAY! =.= crazy people. HAHA. what a pity i wasnt in lahhh. i was watching movie at five! =) haha fortunately u all din know how to go there anyway, if not it'd be such a disappointment! HAIYO. surprise visit ur head! HAHA.
oh and my momma was SLACKING TODAY! she went for hair spa and body massage! she was supposed to be working okay! OKAY FINE. she took half day leave. HAHAHAHAH. but she was erm SLACKING TOO! =)
hmm. the song just ended but i thought, " HEYY. i dun feel like leaving my computer. lets listen to JJ instead!" =.=!!! RIGHT... so much for that. hahaha.
dung its 0124 h!!! im supposed to go and sleep at 0100 h OKAY. okay, more like my mom asked us (me and my bro) to. LALA. but nahh i dun have to worry. my bro always sleeps later than me =) BESIDES! for all u know, my maid might just hear my music playing and pop up to check if we're really still awake before driving us down back into our rooms. and even if she does so, we might not be asleep still. =) HAHAHAHA
anyway, MORE ABOUT TODAY! okay apparently i went out with xiao xiang! LALA. you're amusing OKAY. =D ahahahah. okay we met her at cine first, bought tickets and then erm proceeded to wasting our time somewhere else! SINCE CINE IS SO BORING. okay, not like anywhere else is SUPER UBER INTERESTING but ohwell. we went to wisma next. and SO MUCH FOR DIETING, xiao xiang brought us the the food replubic =.= LOL! and she was contemplating whether to eat this or that. and when she oogles at the food before her, she'd say, " dun want, too fattening." and me and my bro were like =.=!!! OH GAWD. WANNA EAT THEN EAT LAH! u crazy woman! LOL. and she was practically starving herself cos she din have anything for the day apart from her MILK TEA which she only drank HALF before saying she was full =.= amusing, yeah? HAHAHAH. and then, her father called and asked her to go and take her jab. and she left reluctantly (i know u love us! =D) okay then she came back like half an hour later which was like sorta a miracle? and it so turned out that erm she had to wait for TWO HOURS but the movie was like in ONE HOURS TIME? yeah so she gave it a miss FOR US! =) how sweeeeeet! HAHA (damn my ego's acting up =( ) ANYWAY! we were at coffeeclub munching =) and she met us there. and TSK. my bro. haiiiyer dun even feel like talking about his disgusting eating habits. TSKTSKTSK. uncivilised. (okay not like im VERY civilised =.= perhaps i shld start speaking for myself x( ) HEH. then erm after eating we went back to cine to watch THE LEGEND OF ZORRO! im telling u, that little boy is darn cute okay. HE CATAPULTS! go watch it! the movie's really funny! =D
OH GOSH. speaking about movies, I CANT WAIT FOR THE 19 NOVEMBER! we're gonna watch HARRY POTTER! =D okay fine, not like its anything big but... ERM better not say. SHHHHH secrett lah =) HAHAHAHAHAA. go ask my good frens if u wanna know! = P NEHNEH!
hahaha okay lahhh another ten minutes passed. I SHLD REALLY GET GOING BACK INTO MY ROOM OKAY! just saw my father walk down the stairs like erm five minutes ago =/ hahahha. but he doesnt chide us cos HE SLEEPS AS LATE AS WE DO! ehhh no, actually LOTS LATER = P hahah so yepp! he doesnt really literally CHASE us down to our rooms and cover blanket and switch on small lamp and switch off main lights and SLEEP that kinda thing which my maid/ sometimes my mom does. LOL.
okay anyway IM STILL WASTING MY TIME HERE. RIGHT. but WAIT! my fav. JJ song is coming up next! AHHHHHHHHHH why do i keep procrastinating. stupid me. HURMPH. ><
okay dung i shall just end this post here and ermm enjoy the song thoroughly without typing noises. HEH!
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
p.s. NINETEEN MORE DAYS OR SO! I CANT WAIT =) dun think dirty lah. HURRRR
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:38 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
30 October 2005, Sunday
0200 h
gosh its late. but im just here to post swing swing lyrics! =)
swing swing
Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Bury me
(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away)
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Twisting & turning. ;
x 2:02 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
28 October 2005, Friday
2336 h
the watoto choir was like SUPERB! they were soooo enthu, lively and they put in their best in their performance. it was so heart-warming okay. it was nice listening to them sing with their heart, and we screamed and cheered on for them.
OMG. I FINISHED READING "VINCE AND JOY" omgomgomgomg. its sucha nice book okay. hahahahahahahahahaha.
okay. my eyes are like erm DYING! grah. its 0049 h. WOW. =) the book has a nice ending. WHEEE!
okay darn. im ending here. blog somemore tml =)
TATA!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:49 AM
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25 October 2005, Tuesday
2335 h
now, i dun care if u call us bitches or whatsoever, because what you think about me doesnt really matter. at least i know who i am, and i dun need to rely or get affected by other people's reactions towards me. i am who i am. and thats for you to accept or not. i have my friends around me, whom i know will always be there for me. at least i have good, trustable friends. i'd rather have them than having a big group of followers or whatsoever. cos at least i know that these friends are someone i can count on.
jenzi, if you insist on looking at one side of the picture, then we cant do anything about it. but assuming things before confirming facts is just ridiculous. i dunno what she told you, but im really sure that cherie, jasmine and tricia never backstabbed her in any way. she started complaining about them leaving her alone when in fact she was the one who went to join other cliques. and, we do have a reason for everything we do. we dun call others mean names for apparently no reason. sure, you can say we're mean or whatsoever but think about it, she can say "cheryl is such a bitch." to someone behind my back and the next day, there she comes hanging around our clique and sticking to us. we never asked her to come along with us, we never expected her to do anything like that. she just CAME and STAYED. we din really appreciate her company and come on. u tell me, who likes people who stick? fine, you can say that she aint sticking because she's apparently ur best fren. i mean who enjoys unwanted company? and she does like to make assumptions too.
to YOU. you can go on telling the whole world about how mean we are, i dun give it a damn. at least we saw through ur true colours and its just a matter of time when the others do so too. i dun understand how ur personality splits in just what...a few days? its amazing, really. how you can tell us "i dun like ___." and then the next moment, you are hanging out with them, laughing ur heart out and having a whale of a time. please dun make assumptions like "i know ur jealous thats why you're pissed with me." OH COME ON. wake up, please? get jealous? OVER WHAT? nothing? sorry but we dun get pissed over NOTHING, if you realised. but accusing others over what they DID NOT do is just overboard. think thoroughly through okay. if u want to go around telling practically everyone that we are bitches and mean, go on. i mean, so what? at least it lets us see who you really are even more, and it really makes me wonder if you were really my fren that time when i was quite close to you. somehow, i dun think so. dun say that there has been a misunderstanding between us because there isnt. we know (and you know too) very well what you have done. and nothing can be changed because things have already happened. im sorry but its too late to try to go back to the past and take back whatever you said or did. and please, its no use trying to get into others' good books by trying to change urself into someone whom you think that person will like. precisely because its what inside which matters. no matter how much u try to hide ur inner self, one day, it will still show. so tell me, WHATS THE USE? you know the facts, we know the facts, you cant hide anything. at least not from us. and if ur conscience is clear about what u say to different people, im sorry but i may have to open up ur heart to see.
we dun give it a damn about what you all say about us. at least we have each other =)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:01 AM
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24 October 2005, Monday
1314 h
im still in school! =) oh and i got my soft pointe shoes on saturday! they were erm...soft. =.= softer than pointe. like duh. but they're kinda heavy and the front part is like flat like pointe shoes and its UNCOMFORTABLE! heck. still have to dance in them anyway.
i've suddenly gotten this affiliation for lit. books! AND THEY ARE NICE OKAY. =/ okay dun ask me why its like that. lol. i still cant believe that i actually slept at three just because i was reading?!?!?! it has never happened before okay. AND erm usually i sleep that late when im chatting online, not reading. ohwell. weird. i was just GLUED to it. =.=
besides, my mom has been nagging to me about books. and like how i shld read more books so that i can write better compos and my vocab can improve =.= like ERRRRRRR. no comments. lala.
hmmm. we've gotta go somewhere else now. ERM see if i've got the mood to add more stuff. HAHA.
TATA!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:20 PM
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20 October 2005, Thursday
2251 h
hahah today was hilarious.
firstly it was the stuffing balls of paper into leongleong and taytay's clothes. DAMN FUNNY LAH! then we all held our collars so tightly that now our pe shirt's loose >< hahahah. then when eugena and bianca were like erm having some really INTERESTING "fight" hahaha. they were like soooo violent lah. so much more violent than me. CHARIS be grateful OKAY! heh! =))) erm then there was one time i stuffed the paper into bianca until she started lying on her back. and there was once when eugena started stuffing it into mine and i got a shock and i errr sorta dropped onto the floor with laughter =/ it was really FUNNY! hahahah
bianca, lh and i went to kap today andddd we went spastic =) hahaha. erm firstly cos wonglianghui went down to go and buy food cos we were feeling lazy and then i saw someone walking up the stairs so i went to look and erm i said something (i cant remember!) which made bianca turn back. erm and it was a guy =X and he was like looking at us with that blur look. imagine two retarded girls looking at you with at the same time and you looking at them too. HAHAHAHA then he went down to buy food. then erm cos i was feeling mean, i decided to sorta trick caca =D then when he came up, i told caca ehhh!!! look!!! but you know what, she's not as stupid as wonglianghui so she din turn back. SO SAD LAH! =((((((( hahah cos it was the same guy again -.- wheehehe. and he was like sitting diagonally behind us. MMHMM.
oh and then we made this really cool drink. here are the ingredients: barbeque sauce, curry sauce, coke, mcflurry ice cream, fries, and maybe some more. cant really remember what bianca dumped in. HAHA. erm then i dunno. i felt like tasting it >< and so....wonglianghui said OKAY! lets try! and we kinda hesitated but we still tried it in the end =) HAH IT WAS QUITE NICE LEH. sweet and salty. and the gas from the coke was still there so yeah, it made it nicer! WHEEEHAHA. hopefully we dun get diarrhoea. dun think we will cos we din drink like alot. we just erm took a little at a time =) HAHA. it was really dumb.
and u know how it started! wonglianghui wanted to eat MY MCFLURRY. MINE OKAY MINE OKAY! hurmph. then i was feeling mean so i decided to NOT let her eat =) and watch her try to snatch it from me. HAHAHAHA. then she was snatching snatching and she dirtied my spoon. so i opened the cap of her drink and dunked my spoon in to "wash" it. HAHAHA. and yeah her drink became coke float! =) WHEEE! it looked like coffee okay. and so, we decided to continue dunking in other stuff which we found on the table which was leftover. yepps, so TADA! the POWER DRINK! =)
hah okay thats all for today! wheee. JUST THREE MINUTES BEFORE TWELVE! =) HAHAHA. then its caca's birthday! might as well say now right...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CACA! =)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:58 PM
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18 October 2005, Tuesday
2207 h
bailaoshi was good today. gosh we stood so much that my hyper extension was practically KILLING MY LEGS. totally. he's really strict and all. yeah, but he was good. =)
today's SO DEMORALISING OKAY. ="((( soo soo sooooooo demoralising. sigh. shant talk about it. =(
anyway! i dunno how i can last next tues okay. when today im like kinda tired already, i have like no idea how i can last next week when he said that we'll be really tired. =/ oh man. and my left leg's da tiao is like...EEKKYY now okay. sighhh. =(( i shall go and start lian-ing again. havent been lian-ing for like what? WEEKS?
i hate how disappointed i keep getting with myself? OHWELL!
ciaooooooooooooooooo
Twisting & turning. ;
x 10:17 PM
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16 October 2005, Sunday
1520 h
damn you know what, tml's monday. and im so gonna die. =/ oh man. im scared! ="((( okay NEVERMIND!
thinking on the bright side, im getting my soft pointe shoes this saturday! cant wait to get a feel of them! WHEEE! i have been watching the grade sixers dance for the past few weeks. they aint really that good. like, they dun point their toes properly, dun jump with enough energy, their arabesque is like...err. in other words, they dun dance with their heart. doubt they even have passion. and their always joking around and lazing around, even when their dance is like so much easier than ours already. if i were ms chan, i'd have exploded already. its just...i dunno, they dance REALLY REALLY sloppily. like they dun give it a damn.
anyway, went to get green eyeshadow on friday for our choral night performance. haha shit. i just realised that we havent gotten the foundation. DAMN! i forgot =/ and we still gotta make the noses and all. shucks. PLUS THE CAULDRON! =.=!!!
i havent been blogging for ABOUT a week! =( i think im getting lazy already. HAHAHA.
OH OH! there's this really really addictive game. and its quite nice. HAHA. erm yes, IM NOW ADDICTED! ahhhhhhhhhh =((( HAHA NEVERMIND! exam's are over anyway! but i really suck in it. OHWELL!
BOOHOOS. im having muscle ache. and its at such a weird place. i think its cos i havent been dancing for sucha long time, and ballet was really tiring yesterday so THERE! muscle ache =.= havent been getting muscle ache's for such a LONG TIME already! since cd stopped temporarily =( IM HAPPY THAT DANCE IS STARTING THIS TUES AGAIN! wheeee! but i havent been stretching =/ lala. face my doom lah. =) there's bailaoshi. i wonder if i'll still survive. clap ur hands if i do okay! =) HAHAHA
OUCH. now my left hand's aching too! because of guitar lah. hurmph. at first only leg muscle ache. NOW my hand's aching too. GREATTTTT. =(
u know what, IM REALLY REALLY EXCITED ABOUT GETTING MY SOFT POINTE SHOES! lalalal cos it wont be as hard as pointe shoes =) but harder than those normal soft leather ballet shoes. HAHA! so its like the middle thats why im EXCITED TO TRY THEM OUT! wheeeeeeeeeeeee! =)))))
o level's are in like two weeks time? GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE IN THE O LEVEL TRACK OKAY! =) im KINDA glad that im in the ip programme. KINDA GLAD because there are soooooooo many tons of sias. and that almost killed me this year okay. wonder if i still can survive for another THREE YEARS!! -screams- THREE YEARS OKAY! thats like soooo long! but of course, nothing's free. so we gotta pay a price for being in the ip programme.
oh oh oh oh!!! there's this nice show on channel 55 on sunday mornings! u know why i watch it? BECAUSE i have to wake up EARLY for guitar =.= and so, i on the tv will i eat my breakfast and TADA! i found that show! =)))) and its nice! im kinda addicted to it, REALLY! whahaha.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. my back feels soooooo STIFF! hate that stupid lame feeling lah. its so irritating. then when i try to crack my back, and after i do, ITS STILL THERE! so stupid lah. =.=
you know i never knew that some people prefers to be alone then with friends. im sooo totally not that kinda person but yeah, i was talking to SOMEONE! =) then tada! he told me that he's the "lonely" sort who doesnt really like company. -shrugs shoulders- kinda weird, to me. ohwell! i guess everyone's different! =)
this is to xiang: GRANOLA BARS ARE NICE OKAY! and they arent FATTENING! you saw that? they arent fattening! NEHNEH! hahahahah =P you POK! everything also fattening. somemore u so stupid go and believe my brother. HAHA! = P
okieeee dokieeesss. BLOG MORE NEXT TIME! =)))
tata!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 3:42 PM
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10 October 2005, Monday
1342 h
last paper tml!! -screaaaaaammmmmssss- AND AFTER 9.00AM, EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! AND WE CAN REJOICE!!! whahahahahahahahah! but im already treating today like the last day and BLASTING MY SPEAKERS again! =)))) i love my speakers man. they rock. HAHA. i felt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO deprived because i cldnt blast them for like the past two weeks? DAMN IT FEELS SO GOOD! =))) haha.
i was sooooo HAPPY/OVERJOYED when mrs tan asked us to stop for science! THAT MEANT THAT WE ONLY HAD ONE PAPER LEFT! and i was apparently smiling to myself like a total idiot -.- (EUGENA TOO!) hahaha.
anyway, BREATHE is damn nice too! by michelle branch too =)))) here are the lyrics. haha.
Breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say
And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe
So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
Twisting & turning. ;
x 1:47 PM
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7 October 2005, Friday
2030 h
gawd am i happy that its FRIDAY =) finally a rest from all that MUGGING for the past few days! and im so tired of it already. and u know what! i havent been blogging for some time...and i apparently FORGOT my username =.= but i remembered my pass. haha what crap. ohwell! anyway, i came to post the lyrics for ALL YOU WANTED =) it rocks! <33333333333 it!
ALL YOU WANTED
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
[x2]
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
Twisting & turning. ;
x 8:32 PM
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20 September 2005, Tuesday
2227 h
shall reply tags first =)
hui: firstly, that random thing was really lame. yes. =.= u are right for once. or isit because i told you? LOL! hahaha. i think its the latter right? considering the fact that u are so... *COUGHCOUGH* s-l-o-w. =)
charis: yes charis, dun u dare think dirty! *shakes finger* hurhur. tsktsk.
jenzi: jenzi you are retarded! ahahhahahaha. oh and thanks for ur ballerina! just that mine was a TORTOISE =.= so it din really fit! = X nvm! its cute anyway! =)
suwan: hahahaha. yahh lahh you! since its AFTER 12, you ARE the FIRST, afterall. lol. ehhh. but then if its like that, then lianghui is not the first before 12! hahaha. okay nvm! that was so long ago =X
bianca: llalala! im not stressed anymore! (i shld think so..) but then! EOYs are like coming soon...so for all you know! =P i know you took that retarded pic u woman =.=!!! so lame lah!hahaha. u can have my retarded pic for all i care! = P because i know you will miss me! heh. so when u do, u can look at that photo! WHAHAHAHAHA. =D
xx: lala! i did die after all! but then i CAME BACK TO LIFE! whahaha. but wait. angels dun die =( but nvm! im a SPECIAL one =) heh.
jas: hahaha. yeah lah jy! so lame =.= gave me, lh, eugena and charis such a big shock lah. and i had to drop charis' lantern =.= and burn it =.= wow. how wonderful =)
giggsy: hurrrr. counting marks? for what? i think u MEANT revising/ studying for EOYs. that sounds so much more appropriate =)
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hahaha. okay done! =) i din blog for A WEEK! oh and i havent updated my profile yet. =X IM THIRTEEN ALREADY! haha. but i dun want EOYs to come ="( i've been hardworking okay! =) im so proud of myself! SOMEHOW! but my bro makes my spirits dampen because he's MORE hardworking than me! wth! not fair =(
okay whatever it is, i wanna have dance again ="((( i miss dance. yeah, it feels so empty on tues and fri when there's SUPPOSED to have dance. =(( sighh.
therefore, i must make good use of this time to STUDY =) yayee!
okay byebye! heh.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 10:38 PM
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13 September 2005, Tuesday
2329 h
i practically think im gonna screw up on the 16 =((( man! i screwed up for the first sanrenwu cos my pants were practically TOO LONG! and i clipped them down and i cldnt get up =.=!!! and i had to like use my hands to PUSH myself up=.= it was AWFUL!
sighh. still have EOYs. kill me.
CIAOO. dun feel like posting anymore.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:33 PM
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10 September 2005, Saturday
2327 h
lala. let me reply tags first, including kerri's one which i tagged back. but i have more to say so nvm! heh.
KERRI: hello there roni! =D heyy thanks so much for the birthday song! HAHA. its kinda lame u lame pok! HAHA. but thanks anyway! =D love you!
XIANG: hello there fellow angel! u better SHHHH okay! if not i really take chopper to go after you! = P heh! <333>SUWAN: HAHAHA. u were the FIRST after 12! haha. but lh was the first before 12. AHAHAHA. got difference =) THANKS anyway! =)<333>
HUI: =.= im telling you that its no use bickering with him! just let him be =)) haha. wanna call me midget then call lor. no big deal what. u waste ur energy for what! = P
CHARIS: hey there dearie! HAHAHA. =P i wasnt online then isit! HHAHAHA. u cld have smsed me what! haiyo. haha
CHIT: hello chit! saw you that day! HURRR. thank you! =D
JASMINE: hello jasMEAN. =) heh. thank you!! =D <333 lah =")">BIANCA: RAWRRR YOU WOMAN. thankyouthankyou. haha. CONCUSSION =)))
BOJIA: HELLOHELLOHELLO THERE! =)) oooo. thank you!! <333>EUNICE: oh! HELLO FELLOW TABLE PARTNER! heh. thank you =))
giggsy: okay. you deserve a thank you from me too. so, thank you. =)
okay end of tags! =)
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okayokay! come, today we went to watch CIRQUE DE SOLEIL! but i still think ALLEGRIA is better =) the performers are more flexible =) cirque de soleil all use ropes one. haha. but there was this cool balance one. DAMN COOL MAN. how i wish i cld balance like that too! but i must LIANLIANLIAN =(( sighh.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i got jj's album!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333 oh goshhhh. =) my bro got it for me. so nice right! HAHA. but ohwell. he's still the EVIL PIG =) right xiang. YAY i know xiang agrees with me =)
hahahha. i forgot that i dun have ballet today. hahaha. and i thought i had. haha. ohwell. luckily i remember in time lah! haha. cos i was so tired after tightening my braces. DAMN PAIN LAH I TELL U. =(( so i felt damn tired. then i was THINKING THINKING! then i realised that there's no ballet today. HAHA!
lala. jj's album rocks =))
my teeth still hurts. dentist go and put until so tight =((
i dunno how to do the stupid algebra ws. I HATE ALGEBRA LAH. so STUPID.
okay lah. CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:56 PM
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8 September 2005, Thursday
2331 h
hurrrr. today's my bday! heh. 8's a lucky number, dun u think so! so im a LUCKY CHILD =) heh.
thanks everyone who wished me happy bday =))) <333 you all loads! errm. perhaps except someone.. *coughcough* i think you know who you are. = P hahah!
oooo. my fellow angel's so nice lor. hurhur. = P oh and my bro's nice too! but he's known as the evilpig to me and xiang =) right xiang! HAHAHA!
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahahahhaahhaahahahha
okay that was so random =)
lalallalalala. im in a good mood today. =DDDD
ahh. but my bro's mean too. he kept trying to carry me. whats with him today?!?!?!?!?! and he dropped his popiah cos i attempted to steal his phone away =X HUR. but i failed. and the popiah ingredients dropped out. HOW SAD.
anyway, lets talk about YESTERDAY!
heh. thank ger and wenny! =)) had fun! haha . tinkle was scary at first. kept wanting to jump on me. hurhur.
im still itching for jj's album -.- wth. i want it now leh. grrr. hahaha. NVM! hope i'll get it tml =)
lala. im so bored. because there's no one online whom i usually talk to. SIGHHH!!!!
okay. whatever. enough blogging =) haha.
CIAOOOOOOOOOOO
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:42 AM
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5 September 2005, Monday
2353 h
hahaha.
i <3333 LJJ !!!!!!!!!!
I WANT LJJ'S ALBUM NOWNOWNOWNOWW!!!!!!! N-O-W!!!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:52 PM
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5 September 2005, Monday
0025 h
hahaha. my birthday's approaching! =))) haha. oooo. haha. hm somehow i dun wanna turn thirteen, somehow i'd like to. ohwell!
psstt! i think my bro's got a gf! HURHUR
hey this is to you:
im sorry i treated you that way last time. hmm. yepps, i guess all i can say now is sorry. i guess i was really rash and stuff back then. sorry
i'm moving on.=)
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:39 AM
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2 September 2005, Friday
2211 h
you know, its seriously never gonna be the same if anyone leaves 110. never. be it anyone whom the whole class detests or whatsoever, its just not going to be the same. like how lively the class is now and stuff. and i really dun want anyone to leave. i dun really hate anyone in 110. everyone's imperfect anyway. besides, everyone has good points. and someone sure amuses me alot, if she leaves, which i highly dun think so, then i will be deprived of my laughter! =( ohwell!
sighh. one day, i really hope that everyone will stop whatever they're doing, or if not possible, slow down. the world's seriously moving so fast. so fast that everyone's so exhausted from all this speed. we seriously need a break. just give us some peace and private time alone. thats all i ever ask for.
but its not like everything goes our way. and we just gotta accept this fact. =(
anyway!!! i dun feel like blogging now. =( haha. ohwell.
ciaoooo!
Twisting & turning. ;
x 10:20 PM
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1 September 2005, Thursday
2048 h
you know there's this thing called lego. feelings are just like lego. they keep building up on and on. until one day, it just falls down. everything just bursts out and u break down.
anyway we watched herbie today =) it was CUTE. the car was so cute lah. it had a mind and personality of its own! SO DAMMIT CUTE MAN. just that our seat wasnt all that good. hmm. "E" row. and i was practically FREEZING inside lah. and wahlao. i had to sit at the side...wth. i hate sides.
hmmm. superstar final now. thinking about superstar, i personally feel that if weilian werent blind, i dun think that he wld have made it this far. im not trying to say that his voice isnt good or anything, please dun take offence but i think there will still be a number of sympathy votes. and those sympathy votes probably pulled up his results and stuff. so yepps, its a blesssing that he's blind too. but i think his determination contributes too.
so you see, there are pros and cons to everything. =)) so never give up in life! life may have ups and downs but after every obstacle, you'll become stronger. and the stupidest thing is to ever give up. so NEVER. carry on no matter how tough it is =)
im like addicted to hou lai de wo men by pin guan. ITS A NICE SONG!! =)))) whahahahaha.
have school tml. haiyer. i dun feel like going. im feeling sooo lazy. and im getting into the holiday mood, which is bad. cos i seriously need to studying mood NOW. ohwell.
hmmm. sometimes things happen for a reason. and we just gotta take things in our stride, not take them too harshly. that'll just inflict more pain on ourselves. but its so hard. and i know everyone understand this point.
okay. i think i've blogged enough.
tata
Twisting & turning. ;
x 10:02 PM
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1 September 2005, Thursday
0036 h
firstly, i wld like to wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
hmm. me eugena yiyi lh performed at nyps today. it was kinda screwed up. i forgot my steps due to nervousness and oh, i wont push all the blame to nervousness. i guess we din prepare enough too. everything was like last minute. even the hair sprays and pins. we only bought them like the day before the performance. and others too.
but credit shld go to liangpei, cos she helped us so much although this is not her dance, and its not her responsibility and stuff. we had lots of fun dancing, choreographing, laughing at each other when we cldnt get steps right, teasing each other about CERTAIN things -winks and STARES at liangpei,lianghui,eugena- how dare you 3 gang up and buly me?!
but im in no great mood to have fun now, as u can see from the serious way im talking and without my usual haha-s. nothing much has been happening. hmm. just another mood swing i guess.
oh. the best thing about the performance was that the teachers were very touched. and they appreciated it alot. even teachers whom we din noe, came up to us to thank us. the first teacher who came up to us was tearing, according to lh. i dunno lah. but i only saw that her nose was red.
but there are bad things too. and the worst thing is that its just over in 2min49secs. just poof, gone.
also, the childishness of the primary school boys. u wanna get sarcastic yeah?? OH COME ON. i wont mind since im in sucha mood now. come on, show what u've got. i've laid my cards out. where're yours? and do we really look like primary school kids? omg. i guess we still look YOUTHFUL, as i shall put it across as nice as possible.
we met the teachers and had a lil chat with each of them. mrs tan was so funny! =)) haha. oh and i never knew that the teachers communicated the way we did. hmm. looking at ms tan and mrs tan...*cough* but it was really amusing. i guess they're humans too, each with a cheeky side to themselves afterall.
it was such a pity that yanglaoshi din watch us. sighh. we really wanted her to. ohwell. i guess somethings are just meant to be. but then. the school is cruel. u know they din let the pri 6's watch the concert??? its so mean lor. its like why cant the school give them a break??
okay after meeting mrs tan and chatting blahblah, we went back to lh's hse. all exhausted and tired, we took a few pictures before i was too dead to take anymore. so i went to take a nap. ohwell. i was the first to sleep so i woke up first. yepps.
and im talking crap again. i've got tuition tml at 9 in the morning. wth. but i asked for it. so whatever.
its those little things that matter. what a pity we just dun seem to notice the things that we do most of the time.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 12:49 AM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
29 August 2005, Monday
2259 h
and its the start of another school week -.- GREAT.
sigghhhh. performance is like on wednesday? and we havent finished choreographing lah. YIYI! U SHLD HAVE COME TML LAH! see lah see lah. dun listen. tml when we learn new steps ur not there again. wth lor. why ur mom so strict. ahhhh.
hmm. did clay today. it was kinda disgusting. and my dammit slab -.-''' kept going outta shape. haha, i took like 45 minutes to make it?!?!?! yah lah. then in the end nv accomplish anything. =.=
hahahhaa. sorry suwan i screwed up ur tagboard=(( OOPS><>.<
hmnmmmmmmmm. i wanted to talk about something leh. sheesh. now i forgot. okay. i shall talk about my past few days =))) heh! since i din blog for such a long time due to the tight schedules cos of the dance. but nevertheless, i LOVE IT! yayeeee. =)
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26 August 2005, Friday
okay. went to lh's hse again =) hmm... i shld think that this was the day we tried out the make up and hairstyle. aiya. either today or tml. THE HAIRSTYLE IS NICE LOR. liang pei can go be hairstylist =) and make up artist. haha. but then the make up made lh look like she got punched *BISHHHHHHHHHH* hahaha. no lah. i never punch her =))
heh! im nice! =) hahahaha. ohhh. I LOVE THE GLITTER SPRAY. its like so nice! =) spray and glitter comes out. WHEEEEE. its a glitter cum hair spray. haha. =))
but today was fun lah. just that. liangpei is like always damn mean! laugh at us. hurmph!
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28 August 2005, Sunday
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. today makes me laugh. HAHAHAHA. okay. im typing crap english. but heck lah. hha. anyway! yesss!! let me continue. haha.
okay. liangpei did my hair for me! CURLSSSSSS. nicee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. and i tried doing eugena's hair. but she doesnt look good with curls. haha. yepps. =( yeahh. so we straightened her hair instead. but seemed like the straightener din work. ><
cos lh and her sisters went to attend the wake lah. then me and eugena alone in the room =) so we were bored. so we took liangpei's make up box and started putting make up. okay. eugena started it! she wanted to try out the gradient thingy for eyeshadow lah. so she tried out on her ownself. then she tried it out on me -.- but failed. haha. so doesnt matter. then she only did one eye lah! then i was like walking about the room with one eye purple and the other nothing. LOL.
okay then later on. i cldnt stand it. so i went to put for the other eye too. haha. the one i put was much more silvery. hahahaha. so i added more silver to the other one too. then eugena started doing REALCRAP. she used the eyeliner and eyeshadow. she went to draw. erm. what do u call that. aiya she used the eyeliner to draw this really thick line. like its supposed to be above the eyelashes right. she went to draw lots higher. but it turned out quite okay lah. haha. then, she still din have enough fun. then she went to put eyeshadow below her eyes. hahahaha. it was kinda funkaye but then it looked as if somebody boxed her. haha.
then i put blusher. lol. the blushed WAS TOO PINK LOR. hahahahahahahahahahahhaa. okayokay. then we took photo. =))))) WHAHAHA. WITH MY CURLS! it was PREEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTYYYY! love it =) YAYEEEEEEEE. hahahahahah. then we were sorta "advertising" the products in the toilet cos lh's maid stepped in. then we got a shock, esp eugena cos her eyes were like really crap. HAHA. then erm we hid in the toilet? and took toiletries to advertise? LOL!!! it was crap lah. hahhha
but it was really fun =)))
haha. i want another one of this kind of erm erm erm.ACTIVITY! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha. okay so thats about it =)
CIAOOO.
Twisting & turning. ;
x 11:20 PM
--*and the curtains draw open again.`
